One and only Yoru

19th birthday

2011-08-26T06:14:00.001-07:00

My 19th birthday just pass a few days ago... im officially 19!! days flew by and its already been a year since i last celebrate my birthday... although i din really celebrate it... i have a few word to say... just a few not much...^^ i wanna thanks everyone for wishing me and those presents that i receive... i really appreciate it... thank you for remembering my birthday... i will take good care of those present...

lao ma's homemade cake

celebration

chin ye's present

my cousins' present

chiak yinn's present

chen ye's b'day card

chin ye wrote japanese for me.... aww~~

100天

2011-08-12T03:56:00.000-07:00

今天上学一打开门看到的竟然是大大的100天... 离大考还有一百天而已？有没有搞错，我心想...我到底荒废了多久的时间啊？上半年就这样给我荒废了！当然，我不会像别人一样赖在老师身上，老实说我们的老师跟别班比起来已经是最好的了...要赖就赖在自己身上吧~
好想尽全力，可是就是没动力... 考了那么多次大考，烦了，也累了... 可是我绝对会尽力的去应付考试的...大家一起加油吧！みんな、がんばてください...

～よる～

～星座～

2011-06-12T06:32:00.000-07:00

起初是春，摩羯座双鱼座巨蟹座；

春去夏至，金牛座天蝎座射手座；

秋来夏去，双子座狮子座天枰座；

最后冬季，水瓶座白羊座处女座。

sick+exam

2011-05-23T06:38:00.000-07:00

this week is exam week...but god darm it,im sick.... having cough 2 weeks before the exam... it recover now but still having a slight cough and im feeling extreamly unwell this few day.... its not the cough and flu problem... last friday i vomited 3 times and feels dizzy.... the situation change a bit better as i dont feel much dizzy or have that awkful vomiting feeling... but as i consume that awkful feeling starts to hunt me down... its not like i've eaten too much or anything... its just come all of a sudden... arr!!! awkful feeling pls stop~~ T T

ps:typing this while my kitten grapping my laptop and licking my finger~~

novel

2011-05-02T07:27:00.000-07:00

while reading a love novel i encounter this sentence... dunno why but i like it, sometimes i think everyone will need it... dont ask me why its just feelings...^^

"世界上没有任何一个人可以预见事情的答案，无论他值不值得我们爱，或是爱不爱我们，重要亲身经历过才知道。如果一开始我们就退却了，害怕了，我们就永远找不到真正的答案，也不会知道自己错失了什么..."

random

2011-04-22T01:20:00.000-07:00

今天上phy课时，一位同学把书丢在桌子上.老师翻了翻身对他说：“即使不会，不开心，也不要发泄在书本上。书是拿来珍惜的。" 那时我就想到了自己，我们不也是这样么？不开心就把脾气发泄在别的东西上... 忘了如何去珍惜，爱戴，我们所拥有的...

bad luck

2011-02-19T23:02:00.000-08:00

just come to express my bad luckness.... ah!!!
tuesday im so so happy to know that my new house is ready and im going to transfer there...
but bad dreams came slowly one after another...

1st: thursday i get to know that the renovation is so darn expensive its like double of other contruction... ppl count 50 they count 100... its not worth it so my parents decided notto renovate and we unable to stay there without light and everything...

2nd: i duty library on friday... as usual i drove out to front door as the back door which i usually useis locked... when i wanna cross the road... i scratch my side door just to avoid the stupid motor...

3rd: saturday... when i am going to drive home... i reverse and bump into my friends car... his is alright but my car bump in 2 holes... although its just a small hole... the reason im too good to left a big space for the car in front of me in order for him to park smoothly... but he take up a quater of my space... arr!!!

4th: sunday morning i woke up late baecause my dad dont set his alarm for me... i drove to tanjung tuition centre and discover that i dont have any place left for me to park... ps.i usually park opposite of tanjung in front of the petrol station... so i park at the lorong recomended by my father... and after 3 hours of tuition... what do u think... i have i big 'bak kua' in front of my wind screen... it cost me rm30 for that...

as a conclusion im darn bad luck this few days.... and my parent is happily buying my car no and 'bak kua's ' no... trying to get some luck... arr!!! bad luck bad luck pls go away....and dont come back anymore!!

this years first gathering

2011-01-29T08:22:00.000-08:00

the 9 finally gathers together.... since when we all are grouped together a few months ago i think or maybe a year ago? haha... its quite long i think... gathering togehter makes me feel happy and warmth... its just like nothing changes although we all are all apart... i dunno when all the 9 of us can get together and gather again... its not impossible but its difficult...
emm... i hear that mandy is going overseas,hui min is going back selangor,xix and seok is at kl, sam is going other place for studies,left me beh manuit and kar kar at form 6... wow... we are all around the place... i think its more and more hard dont u all think so... but somehow we will made it if we all wanted to gather... so friends i wish u all good luck in everything u does,that include studies,relationship and health... do take care... the best wishes from me~~ ^_^

no mood

2011-01-10T00:16:00.000-08:00

i dunno what to say... i just dont have the mood... because of something and someone... i hate it!i really hate it!!!i hate u hate u hate u!!! why u always like that? u ruin my nice mood... i dont think im gonna pay respect to u any more... i really do think so... but i will still respect u on behalf of my family...
having a heavy heart now... my heart really feels heavy its like something that i kept long ago was missing... thank you for breaking my heart and letting me know that im not important at all... after all im always not important not even ones... i will always remember what you done to me... those cruel word that came out of your mouth...
im getting you out of my life... forever and ever... 3 more months and you will be gone... im not going to see you again... unless its nessasary... SOMEONE bye bye...

school reopen

2011-01-02T03:40:00.000-08:00

aww... school reopens again... dont actually wish it to be so soon... just wanna enjoy the holidays before i enter into a stress world again... having times in cl is stress... as u can see most cleaver student is in the same class with me... aww... piles of stress~~
after getting know that im in f3 ease me but not for long as i knew that those cleaver ones is in my class... why is it like that!!! i want a better school life... competition is tough in cl especially exams...
i just have a somehow thought of my new year resolution... just wanna tell everyone that im definatelly gonna get rid of that 2,3 and 4 digit in my exam paper...(actually is twenty-smtg,thirty-smtg and fourty-smtg)
just an aim of mine to survive in cl... hehehe.... it seems stupid but its true... im going to try to get rid of them and will ask for permission so that i can go out with those friends whom came back from elsewhere(its a better chance to bargan with a good result)...
so new school life here i come!! just wait and see im gonna beat u up!!! yoru gambateh aka fighting!!! ^^

男朋友?

2010-12-16T21:30:00.000-08:00

话说我也不知道哪里长出一个男朋友来？自从xix看完那些讯息后，我就莫名其妙有了男朋友... 冤枉啊~ 我是真的没有男朋友的... 我很重义气的，如果有了男朋友我就会说，决不会隐瞒的...

唉可悲的我~没有反而被人讲成有... 拜托朋友们，别再瞎扯下去了好不好？

风波

2010-12-06T06:18:00.000-08:00

今天家里发生了一件大风波... 唉~人嘛... 一个就爱闹事，另一个就爱恼人... 一个二年级爱恼人作弄人的死小孩去捣乱一个中二把熊猫娃娃当宝的学生...
话说某学生抱着他的宝贝娃娃在房内躺着，突然，刚吃饱的某小孩跑进来抢了那个娃娃... ‘不小心’的把咖喱涂到娃娃身上... 某学生发现后就呱呱大叫，说要打死某小孩... 偏偏这时某小孩的护孩使者在场，听到了某学生的话，就大发雷霆，大大声声的骂某学生，说要赶某学生出去叫他不用再来之类的话，还摆了一副大姐大的样子，喊到整个家都能听到，听了都觉得讨人厌... 毕竟这不是护孩使者的家，他也不常来没有权力赶人出去... 这样某护花使者竟大大声地告诉我妈跟他爸讲叫他不用来了... 你以为你是谁? 真讨厌他那自以为是的德性...

火

2010-11-04T04:16:00.000-07:00

我怎么了?考试的那团火不见了...没有了以前向前冲的干劲。就连剩下的一点都没有了~~我怎么在这个中六生涯活下去呢？又要考了可是不想读，一点都不想...

exam fever

2010-10-28T01:52:00.000-07:00

i am going to exam in the 12th but i am still crazy with the net...haiz what a laziness i had...not interested in phy... but still take it as my choice...wandering whether can pass this subject or not...
CLHS have something special in it...ppl there dont actually shows that they r studying...but in a way they still express that they r the cleaver ones...i compared i love union more...at least we shows that we r studying,unlike CLHS they prefer 'am pia' and 'zuo bi'...what a world...a life of differences...
i think i'll try hard to survive in CLHS...gambateh aka fighting....

mandarava彼岸花

2010-09-24T02:59:00.000-07:00

曼殊莎华，花开不见叶，叶落不见花，花叶永不相见。曼殊与莎华触犯天条，私自相恋，贬下人间，寻寻觅觅，，只为找到命中之人。多少次的擦肩而过，难得的重逢，却被命运打散。一次又一次的失去，换来的是永远的悲伤。
曼殊为莎华种下无数的彼岸花，日复一日，月复一月，年复一年，从未停止，只期盼在与莎华重逢。但过了几千年，曼殊已忘了当初种下彼岸花的目的，也忘了莎华的存在，只一味的重复他的动作。陆判明白他们二人所发生的事情，无奈的劝他说：“既然你无法记起栽种彼岸花的原因，为什么不停止这行为呢？”曼殊回答道：“虽然我遗忘了所有事情，但我的脑海中一直告诉我不可放弃这行为，否则我会后悔莫及。”说完这句话后，曼殊又在重复他的动作。
陆判到彼岸去，只见一名男子坐在岸边的石头上，目光直视着远方，仿佛想看透这黑夜的存在。陆判说：“你也等了将近千年，还不放弃吗？她已忘了你，莎华”。这时，他转过头来说：“我答应过她，不论发生什么事，我都永远的待在她的身边。只要她一转过头，就会看到我。”
“即使忘了你？”陆判说。 “对，即使忘了我。”
“这样你不是很痛苦吗？她已忘了所有事情，但你还记得啊！你看着你的爱人就在你的前方，明明感觉就像触手可及，但其实是相隔千万里。”
“我会继续等待，等她终有一日回过头来看一看我。”

彼岸花的花语是悲伤的回忆，是相互的思念，也是恶魔的温柔。

fly without a deam

2010-09-23T01:36:00.000-07:00

i wanna fly...but without the help of my dream,i couldn't fly far...emptiness in my heart...i wanna fly with dreams... dreams that i wish to since small...loving and cherishing it...

a boy's blog?

2010-09-11T03:54:00.000-07:00

According to XXX, her brother says my blog its like a boys blog. Oh my gosh...do it look so manly? i know that my interest is nearly same like a boy. but my blog looks like a boy's blog? are u sure about this? it is somehow 'yeng' only mah...hehe... hey bro dont get piss off about it... its nature la... the colour and the design its my favourite... maybe boy do like those colours...blek:P nah just kidding... pls dont get mad after u see this...hahaha^_^

holiday...

2010-09-03T20:55:00.000-07:00

1st holiday of mine in form 6...same as the usual holidays that i could have...nothing special... thinking of revising all my subjects... it sucks after knowing that it is so difficult in exam....

exam

2010-08-30T23:30:00.000-07:00

oh gosh tomorrow is going to exam while im still blogging here... why is it so difference? union and chung ling... i'll feel stress and go study while im in union...but not in chung ling? why is it? is it that im so stress till i dont have the feeling of it any more? haiz who bothers...going to study now... may god bless me... :P

one day one post

2010-08-27T21:30:00.000-07:00

now i'll try to post 1 post per day...wish that i can accomplish this task...haha...
suddently love the sound of electric violin...wild and rock...^_^

new life...

2010-08-27T09:45:00.000-07:00

change my blog as people changed...i've change to adapt life so my blog changed too to adapt me...and of course my life is still schooling...just wanna let my blog to have a new look...haven't change it since i 1st started...will try to work out with it more...^_^

回忆

2010-07-11T05:32:00.000-07:00

今天不知怎么了，会跑来这里写写心情。我没有被骂，什么事都没发生，可是却突然间想起了以前的日子。那些很快乐很快乐的日子，跟xix,sam,beh,manuite,dydy,++,min,seok在一起读书的日子。想着想着突然就想哭了，好想念他们！朋友我好想全部人都聚在一起聊天，不知几时才有这个可能呢？啊啊啊！！发泄完了，舒服多了。朋友们我觉得跟你们在一起的日子我是最快乐的，谢谢你们！

Trip at KL

2010-01-27T20:10:00.000-08:00

前几天去了一趟kl与父母一起去。那是因为我的阿姨结婚了，我去那里当伴娘。住了3天的RM550住宿，那是阿姨支付的。拿了好几个红包，买了一件WC的jacket，就这样。我的3天周末就这样用完了。

心情

2009-12-10T06:03:00.000-08:00

好久没有这样了，心情好沉重。又被骂了，为什么？为了那个该死的华语加班，去与不去的问题。我想，没有人会像我这样吧。一开始不想去的，可是却因为朋友有去，我就去。他们临时反悔了，我就不想去。跟我妈讲了就被骂。骂的话我想没有一个身为人家女儿的人想要听到的，我也不想讲。好累，难得以为我长大了可以自己决定自己的一切，可是我错了，错的很离谱呢。自由是就算我用尽了力量也翱翔不到的天堂。我身上的不是天使的羽翼而是一双被捆绑着的翅膀，被所谓的关爱捆绑着。何时？何时我才可以展开我的翅膀飞翔？

My sweet 17th birthday

2009-09-07T00:31:00.000-07:00

8月23日, 美丽的生日... 只可惜的是, 我得去补习... 但是感谢我的朋友, 他们虽然没有和我一起过生日, 但是他们提早替我庆祝了(我的生日是在假期的)! 看到礼物时, 我快开心到哭... 我的朋友买了我喜欢的东西, 好喜欢好喜欢... 谢谢你们, 我的朋友... 我爱你们哦!

以下是我的礼物:

from Sam, XIX, Beh, Hui Min, Dydy, Kar Kar, Xiao Ling

from Yen and Pei Yin

from Wei Ming

from Sze Ling

from Saw Lay

from Saw Lay

from Jocelyn and Adrienne

(my cousins)

from Girl E

(Häagen-Dazs ice-cream cake)

from Chaik Yinn

Pantai Keracut一日游

2009-08-01T01:46:00.000-07:00

哇，刚刚回到家。累死了啦！我想其他同学也一样吧，但是很好玩！

我们是在学校集合才一起去的。。。我们共有30++人，所以就分成4队。。。我和XIX和其他朋友就跟Pn.Sharon的那队。。。我们到Taman Negara时都还没下雨，我还来得及拍摄几张照片。。。可惜天不作美爬到一半就下起大雨，把我们淋得像落汤鸡一样。。。但是嘛，我们还是坚持爬上山。。。虽然，当中有几位好朋友差点出事（不是累倒就是跌倒）。。。我学会了一个道理，那就是“我们要经历重重的难关才能达到目的”。。。大约爬了2个小时半，我们终于到了。。。每一个都快累坏了，因为我们一边爬一边下雨。。。把鞋子脱了后我们就跟UMI（大海）去约会了，不过那是吃东西后的事了。。。吃饱了后当然是去玩啦。。。当浪溅到脚时真的很舒服。。。大约玩了1个小时半，我们就打包行李回家了。。。原本我们是要爬回的，可是在我们的“苦劝”后，老师答应让我们做船回（但是要自己付钱）。。。做船的经历真是无法形容。。。三的字“超爽的”，可是换了的干的新衣服在半路就变湿了（下起大雨）。。。全部人到齐后，我们就回校等家长载。。。

下面是我拍的照片，请观赏。。。

假期的补习

2009-05-31T22:41:00.000-07:00

补习，补习与补习...我的生活里，除了补习还是补习，连假期也逃不掉补习。原本今天是要和一些朋友去逛街的，我问了我妈她也答应让我去，但是他一知道我来不及回来补习，就念了一个晚上。说什么:我给340的补习费不是白给的，你以为我把钱丢进海吗，还说什么不是没有去过QB，去了那么多次还要去之类的话。听了都烦死了，我就直接跟他说我不去了。我不是没去过，只是很久没有和我这群朋友一起出去，我很期待跟他们一起去。可是嘛，就为了一个补习，什么都没了。考也考完了，读也读完了，就算要讲尽力，我也尽我全力了，难道不去一个补习或少去一个小时会死吗？我的假期有放就等于没有放，唯一能证明我放假的就是我能玩电脑到深夜和我能睡到9点。就这样，其他的温习，读书，补习一概没变，反而被管得更严重。我好想回去上课，我在学校至少还算是个人。

烦死了！

2009-05-31T22:27:00.000-07:00

好烦好烦啊！烦死人了啦！好想回到学校，至少我是不被人管的，自由的。在家很烦，家里大大小小的都在管我。我的行动，我吃的东西，我讲的话，我在做什么，我跟朋友出去等，没有一样是我自己的选择。一天到晚就在念，我的一切一切都被管着，到底我是我自己还是他们的布娃娃----被他们扯来扯去的。吃什么，喝什么，做什么，都要他们管！我17岁了，你们能不能给我一些自由？一点都不想在家，想要一个人静一静。可是，那是不可能的事，因为我没有那个权利---我不是我。

年中考！

2009-05-22T07:46:00.000-07:00

转眼间就到年终考了，好不期待。但是也考了6天，我们还剩四天就考完了。一考完试就放假，那就是人生最大的享受。我考完了化学，不用想也知道一定是死得很惨的啦。真想快点考完后就放假，我要享受人生了！

祝所有正在考试的人∶考试顺利，加油！

24-4-09 的食堂日

2009-05-22T05:41:00.000-07:00

等了5年的食堂日过了。我终于体会到了师姐们的辛苦了，我在这向你们鞠个躬。我们不但要筹备这个筹备那个，当天还要大喊，要拉客等等等。我就比较幸福因为我是摄影师嘛，可以偷懒一下，拍拍朋友和当时的场面。虽然很累，但是我们都很开心也很满足哦！就这样，我放了几张照片在下面，有兴趣就刷下去看吧。

一辈子不变的友情

同甘共苦的同学

人山人海的场面

Tagged by XIX

2009-03-24T00:33:00.000-07:00

Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 6 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. Crazy stuff u did before.Watch movie non stop for 2-3 day.I totally din sleep.hahaha...

2. What is your most favourite thing to do ? watch anime,talk with frenz,listen to song...

3. If you are given a chance to reverse your life,will you go back to the past ?No.Because got lots of frenz ,small time less frenz...

4. How old are you? 17 years old.

5. Is there someone in your heart right now ?Nope.My family count or not?hahaha....

6. Do you feel loved in this world ?Sure la.Sometime maybe nope.^_^

7. What are you afraid to lose the most ?Family and $$ la...But if take go buy anime nevermind la...

8. What you wish to do now?Score straight A1's in SPM

9. If there's someone that you love, would you confess to her/him?Sure.

10.Do you think you are special? Everyone is special depends on how u see that person only...

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?sure must love me la,handsome,got $$,know to play instrument...

12. What do you think is your purpose in life?Life for myself...

13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?Yes...hahaha.

14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?Haagen Dazs ice cream

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?Rich la.No $$ how to happy.Eat also got problem ah...

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?Height...Too short la...

17. What is the most prized possession that you wish you can bring to Heaven?Internet and computer.Then i mah cannot boring lo...

18. Name one love song that you have in mind and why?aiaigasa,the song talks about love under the rain.Its so romantic.hahaha...

19. What is your plan when you become an old man or old woman?Travel around the world.See more beautiful places...

20. Do u think your Life is meaningful enough?Nope.

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生命

2009-03-16T06:05:00.000-07:00

我想在这里分享一个故事，當你步入生命終點，不能走、不能講、不能想、不能吃喝，只能靠呼吸器，就快閉眼長逝，醫生告訴你，只剩最後一次機會,只給你最後兩小時，回到你以前熟悉的世界，你最想做什麼？

闃黑的電影院，一個骨瘦如柴的癌末病人，旁邊一個哭紅雙眼的女兒，和背後一群不斷拭淚的親友，總會一陣鼻酸。他，在生命最後一刻，選擇包下戲院，陪一對兒女和癌症病童，看最後一場電影∼一場悲傷的史瑞克.
他，卅八歲，是自營廠牌的男裝業者，就在創業維艱，公司營業額好不容易突破一億元，有天突然腹瀉不止，原本不以為意。身高一百八十公分，體重九十幾公斤的他，健保卡只用過兩次，都是洗牙，從未生病，唯一例外是當兵時曾檢查Ｂ型肝炎帶原，但不曾有過異狀。沒想到，到台大醫院檢查，醫師宣判，他已肝癌末期，最多只剩六個月生命，原來他是因為癌細胞太大，壓迫到胃才腹瀉不止。這個青天霹靂，讓他一夜瘦了三公斤，此後三天不吃、不說，神情呆滯，無法接受上帝開他這個玩笑。「我不偷不搶，認真過每一天，為何死神選上我？而不是那些壞人？」嬌小的太太，更是傷悲。
事事依賴老公的她，就讀高職時，和讀五專的老公聯誼，姻緣線從此把們牽在一起，認定彼此是今生廝守的那個人。她等他退伍，成了他的新娘，婚後一兒一女相繼問世，夫妻倆聯手創立男裝公司，就像童話故事，一家四口從此過著幸福快樂的生活。
他愛孩子，堅持給他們最好的，讓他們念昂貴的私立小學，由於校車只到山下，距離他們位半山腰的家還要走一段山路，平時都由他跟太太輪流開車接送兒女；寒暑假，會安排兒女到國外遊學，他暗自打算，大兒子若對服裝有興趣，將來要送到義大利留學，繼承家業。他不像一般商人，下班後幾乎從不喝酒應酬，都把時間留給家人，假日常陪孩子看電影，超愛史瑞克的女兒尤其黏他，一回到家，就像無尾熊般跳到爸爸身上，史瑞克前兩集一上映，就吵著要爸爸帶她去看。在她心中，高壯的爸爸就像史瑞克一樣可愛，說要爸爸抱她到一百歲。這完美的一切，都因無情的癌症被打碎了。醫生說，他的癌細胞太大了，化療無用，無法換肝，只能等死。他捨不得拋下嬌妻幼子，不肯向死神束手投降，夫妻到對岸展開換肝之旅，從上海、天津到廣州，終於如願換肝。無奈癌細胞不放過他，兩個月後又轉移到骨頭、脊髓，再從肺臟一路蔓延到大腦，到最後已無法行動、言語，一天平均要劇烈嘔吐廿多次，只能打嗎啡止痛，靠打點滴維生。戰到最後一兵一卒，去年端午節他決定轉到台北榮總安寧病房，打算有尊嚴地離開。
女兒有次到麥當勞吃速食，附贈一個史瑞克玩偶，回病房告訴爸爸，她想看史瑞克三，他記在心裡，偷偷詢問主治大夫，他能否離開安寧病房陪兒女看最後一場電影。醫生告訴他，依其身體狀況，頂多只能離開醫院四、五十分鐘，但為了完成他的心願，醫生每天為他安排特訓，讓他試著將瘦到四十公斤不到的孱弱身軀，從平躺的病床移至輪椅，第一天五分鐘、第二天十分鐘、第三天廿分鐘...眾人努力讓他能陪兒女看完一個半小時的史瑞克三。堅韌的愛，讓他辦到了。
他不想麻煩親友，臥病在床這兩年，偷偷躲起來和死神搏鬥，直到生命最後階段，他才通知親友，希望見最後一面，感謝今生有緣相識。那一天，中午十二點不到，大家接到他的簡訊，紛紛趕到戲院，醫院更是做好萬全準備，由醫生、護士用擔架把他抬進戲院，架上點滴，蓋好棉被。他勉強睜開雙眼，雖然說不出話，但看到親友、妻兒都在身邊，他很激動，淚水一直在眼眶打轉；電影還沒開演，很多親友早已哭紅雙眼。史瑞克上演以來，這絕對是笑聲最少的一場。黑暗中，擔心的親友，眼光不時移向他。其間他多次嘔吐，醫生趕緊打開手電筒幫他加藥，他的生命，如燈光閃爍飄搖，大家很難專心觀影，生怕他就此斷氣。
電影結束時，史瑞克的老婆費歐娜生了三個小妖怪，又是一段新生命的開始。但一落幕，看到奄奄一息的癌末爸爸，大家又不禁鼻酸落淚，上前為他們一家四口打氣加油，小女兒已泣不成聲。螢幕上的史瑞克，若看得見台下這家人，可能也會掉淚...。我從未像這一天，那麼痛恨當記者！因為我要強忍住淚水，向當事者問到更多故事，不能只是默默哀傷。這是多麼殘忍的行業。我也從未像這一天，覺得當記者，是如此幸福！因為我有幸目睹至性至情的人生悲劇，能靠著我的筆，感動世人，喚起大家心中的愛。隨行年輕的攝影記者，應該也是天人交戰，但他有義務拍好這動人的一幕，昭告世人，珍重健康，好好愛惜身邊的人。我不想破壞現場氣氛，只用數位相機，隨著攝影拍了幾張照片，並未打擾這家人。直到散場，我才趕到榮總，取得體諒，專訪癌末爸爸的另一半，聽她娓訴說一切。
剛開始，女兒經常躲在棉被哭，問我怎麼辦，以後就要沒爸爸了。我告訴她，我也同樣快失去老公了，沒關係，還有媽媽在，以後我會陪妳躲在棉被裡哭。女兒於是漸漸釋懷，找到堅強活下去的力量。聽到這段話，我終於忍不住陪著她掉淚。看著昔日合照健壯的丈夫，如今皮包骨，她心疼不已，告訴兒子「別人的蠟燭可以燒十二小時，爸爸卻只燒六小時，是因為他燒太快、太亮了！你將來一定要獨立，像爸爸一樣，每天都過得很充實、負責，這才是生命。」傍晚，搭捷運回去，到寫稿，我眼淚一直流個不停。隔天，他的照片登上頭版，感動了很多人；至今想起當天情景，我還是很想掉淚。一周後，他安然離去，臨終前一再對老婆說「對不起」，並引用電視上一對夫妻在雨天共乘遊覽車出遊的保險廣告：「如果可以，我也寧願與妳白頭偕老，然後讓妳先走，悲傷由我來背，無奈...。」
史瑞克三DVD上架有一陣子了，每次到出租店，我都猶豫要不要租回家。去年暑假，在電影院看過史瑞克三，但完全不記得情節，連可愛的小史瑞克長什麼樣，都沒印象了。因為戲外的人生，比戲內動人；戲內上演喜劇，戲外卻是悲劇，但這悲劇，卻又蘊藏無比生命力。「他是天上的月亮，同時照亮了我們每一盆生命之水！」那天電影開場前，主治醫師致詞說的話，我永遠記得.
人生吧,0歲出場，10歲快樂成長;20為情彷徨；30基本定向； 40拼命打闖; 50回頭望望；60告老還鄉； 70搓搓麻將；80曬曬太陽；90躺在床上；100掛在牆上...
生的偉大，死得淒涼！能牽手的時候，請別只是肩並肩，能擁抱的時候，請別只是手牽手，能在一起的時候，請別輕易分開！
當大部分人都在關注你飛得高不高時，只有少部分人關心你飛得累不累--這就是友情，再忙也要照顧好自己，朋友雖不常聯繫卻一直惦念！
2009新概念
一個中心：一切以健康為中心。
兩個基本點：遇事瀟灑一點，看事糊塗一點。
三個忘記：忘記年齡，忘記過去，忘記恩怨。
四個擁有：無論你有多弱或多強，一定要擁有真正愛你的人，擁有知心朋友，擁有向上的事業，擁有溫暖的住所。
五個要：要唱，要跳，要俏，要笑，要苗條。
六個不能：不能餓了纔吃，不能渴了纔喝，不能困了纔睡，不能累了纔歇，不能病了纔檢查，不能老了再後悔!

正真的我在那里？

2009-02-24T23:42:00.000-08:00

我越来越不明白了。到底哪个才是我？内心的我，还是表面的我？蛤，说出来我都觉得好笑。你们看到的，可能只是表面的我。我很好很好的朋友，可能也只能看到一部分内心真实的我。我家人甚至我父母，都不可能完全看到内心真实的我。因为我从不表现，也不想去表现些什么。就算表现了，我得到的又是什么？答案是什么都没有，那我又为何要去苦苦表现呢。我只能当我家人喜欢的乖乖牌女儿，朋友喜欢的不罗索的人，乖乖听话，不惹他们生气就是了。对他们，对我，也是一种方便。那个真实的我，也只能藏在我的心底，只是我自己一个人知道就够了...

朋友

2009-02-24T22:36:00.000-08:00

从一个世界去到了另一个世界的我，真得很累。要从新认识朋友，慢慢地融入他们的世界，跟他们有对话，真的好累好累！原来虽然认识很久的朋友，他们也并不是会跟你很好，那更不用说那些认识并不久的朋友了。你们知道被一群认识很久朋友当面排斥的感觉么？心好痛，好失望！他们当着我的面问：“他是我们的parti（组织）的人吗？”还有人回他说：“不是”。你们在讲别人的是非，难道不能给我知道吗？有那么秘密吗？我难道有那么信不过吗？我真的彻底的失望了！不止学生，连老师都好像针对我。我终于明白SH讲S2很难加入的意思了。真的并不像我想象那样好加入，毕竟我还是个外人。我好想念我去年的班和朋友。XIX,SAM,BEH,HM,KK等，我真的好想念你们哦。跟你们在一起真的很轻松，很快乐。重来都不会有失望的感觉出现，虽然常被欺负，但天天都很快乐的。谢谢你们...

关系

2009-02-24T22:31:00.000-08:00

关系又是关系。为什么每次都要扯到他？我跟他真的没关系。我和他的关系，不是让你们当笑话！不要把我拿来跟他讲。很好玩吗？我很烦恼你们知道吗？我并不是你们的笑话。我讲最后一次，我不想重复了，我跟他没有关系！！！！

Wish gan gege good luck

2009-01-30T09:09:00.000-08:00

My gan gege got bitten by ppl and is seriously injuged...he is in hospital now and im so scare that he wont make it to tomorrow...so right here i pray to GOD that i hope him best luck and safe...i hope that he will pass his unlucky times and is safe by tomorrow...gege,jia you o...

Boring new year...

2009-01-29T08:19:00.000-08:00

Wah new year is SO boring... nothing to do...haiz sian nia...just tuesday go 'pai nian'... i suddently miss school... hahaha.... if got go out mah no boring lor... no ppl wanna go out also .... T T

Happy Chinese New Year!

2009-01-17T19:21:00.000-08:00

Hahaha...it is just a week to chinese new year...i'm so happy...can take red packet and go out with all of my friends...miss them so much cause don't have lot of time to meet them...cause im in different class with them...but we still play together...my friends birthday is near so i wanna wish them Happy Birthday....have good luck girls...hahaha...

I'm Back!!

2009-01-07T01:24:00.000-08:00

yeah...tadaima(im back)...although i dont remain class and get scold...but i am still alive...hahaha...just kidding...i wont die although i drop class right? unexpected my mom dont stress me so much as i expected...but im the one who stress myself out of nothing...i have a bad bm teacher...im gonna die liao...haiz...so thats all for today...i will update more when im free...^_^

Last Day Of Holiday

2009-01-03T23:10:00.000-08:00

Today is the last day of my beautiful life...

haiz im so uncomfatable in house...So scare tomorrow cannot meet my friends in the same class...So this feeling i think everyone will knows...Hope i have good luck and get back into the same class as last year...